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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2007|09:04 pm]
Sorted out the name list this afternoon. Out of 37 people, I TOTALLY detest one. I hope she sits far far far away from me (: And I don't really want to sit with another person. My class is fine, save for HER, who is so __, shan't elaborate, I don't want to repent tonight about this person. Oh, and I'm leaving this thing stagnant, I want a new livejournal for the new year. Till the next time (: Won't tell you the link, in case SHE sees it. Well, she'd be too noobish to find out.. OKAY, I'm such a meanie.
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2007|04:57 pm]
Happy Birthday smelly brother :/

//EDIT
I shouldn't rant about my mom, in case I sound like *** talking about hers.

Talking about my future, I'll be a really really nice mom, and that I will give my kids all that they want (: But not the the extent of spoiling them, and give them a wonderful childhood. Have lots of quality time, and I won't scold them, neither would I hit/cane them.

Now, Who wants to be my child?



I wonder if this has ever happened to me. I like pictures from this website (: They're always so nice (:
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2007|05:18 pm]
I don't know if i should make my New Year resolutions. I mean, yeah, I don't stick to them, though, it's still not too late to start. Oh well, shall I or shall I not? I run the risk of having a disconnection and the page just eats up all my resolutions. Did I say that I had to unplug all the wires from the computer and carry the entire to the study room and fix it all up again? Smart me, i actually managed to get this working, and my brother got the wireless connection working. So, the computer table in the living room is now being vacated and in the preparation of welcoming 2 new additions to our family; the laptop and the desktop. The amazing thing is that, though I placed an order for my desktop 2 days later than my brother's order, mine is currently being shipped to Singapore, and his'? HAHAH, still in the making (: It's estimated to be delivered on the 2nd of Jan on the invoice, but 7th on the website. So, whatever. As long as I get my computer (: Oh wow, it's been ages since I got something new (Okay, not.)

HAHAH. So, basically, my New Year resolution is simple.

JUST TO DO EVERYTHING RIGHT (:

SMART RIGHT? HOHOHO, and I got at least a table partner for my days in 3J. OLIVIAAAA, my long lost sister, and maybe PUAN and CHAI (: I'm over the moon (:
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Just like you, she's my child, I can't bear to give either of you up, I love you both equally the same. I need you both. I can't give either up, I just can't.
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Mother are the greatest things on Earth. I bet you agree. Generally, not specifically.
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God knows what I'm talking about now :/
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2007|12:12 pm]
Oh mannn. Jiaming and Damien and all taller than me now. I think everyone's taller than me, with the exception of Daniel, HAH, I'm really mean. Oh, and Russel's 180+cm tall. OMG, I'm shorter than him by one and a half head, or more :/ Got lost on the way, and took a cab; so expensive I tell you, I blinked my eyes, and the fare skipped 40cents. WTH, I thought it was supposed to be 20cents. Ah, stupid. Wasted $3.60. Rented a bike, and returned it in less than an hour, though it was for 2 hours. I waste so much moneyyyy.

Went to give tuition yesterday, and earned $20, hard earned money manxxzx. I mean like, that kid keeps running about. And doesn't stick her butt down to do work, and like when her answers are wrong, she asks questions that only the creator of English can answer. Oh, she's none other than my cousin. HAHAH, I'm damn mean, I know.

School's reopening, I think I want to sit beside some smarty, then I would be influenced to work harder and beat her scores (: I'm mean again.. But, I think, I'll just stick to Balls, if she wants to sit with me that is. I'm mean to myself now.

I SHOULD STOP BEING A MEANIE.
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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2007|10:10 am]
Hello, I'm a really really busy person y'knw. Today's CG and Class gathering, both CGs. RAWR.

Can't believe it. Jia Ming actually wanted me to join Damien and him at J8 Macs for breakfast/lunch! Miracles do happen indeed. I still remember how we squabbled and fought. He's suddenly so nice, SUDDENLY. HOHOHO.

Anyway, I need help now, I should turn to God. HOHOHO. Yes, I need God now!
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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2007|03:44 pm]
I think my mom is half mad. She just bought my brother and I a new laptop and desktop respectively. Claiming that it's our Christmas present. My brother ordered his' last Saturday and I just ordered mine today, so yeah, I will see my darling new computer in a week or slightly more (: Though my smelly brother's laptop is more expensive and whatever :/ Then, we will have 4 computers at home, but only 3 with internet connection, and mom's thinking of throwing the old old old old one away. That is like sooo old, for a computer.

Christmas party at my cousin's yesterday was okay (: I mean like, his cousins from the other side also came, and being anti-social, I didn't want to talk to them, I mean like who wants to talk to complete strangers? Zonked out while reading a book.

Got dragged up early in the morning to go to Suntec to get my desktop. Then had lunch. Walked around and came home. Oh, and $1286 @ Suntec allows you to have 16 lucky draw coupons, you know how many I filled in now. HOHOHO

I think I'm giving gathering a miss tomorrow; I wanna go shopping, and I have tuition too :/ WTH, tuition's a waste of time.
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(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2007|07:22 pm]

Everyone's celebrating Christmas, or at least having chicken, turkey or whatever that is. And what do I have? Fish porridge. Cause I'm sick. WHAT IS THIS?! I expect some ham at least! Okay, pork maybe.

Oh, so, when I woke up late today, I uh, knew that I was going to wkr for Santa tonight. My stupid nose is spoilt; a.k.a. it's running non-stop. Got to school late, BUT, I found out that only Brenda, Chloe, Clara, Xuekun, Sining, Caryl, Michelle and I turned up, AND, I wasn't the latest. So, the freaking board is screwed, and Chloe and Clara got scolded by Ms Lim, for nuts. Had great fun, and seriously, I will miss Michelle. I mean, yeah, same class for a year, and same CCA for two years, I will miss her.

Yeah, Yuan Yee joined us when we were about to go, and Brenda, Michelle, Chloe, Xue Kun, Yuan Yee and I went to Sumo House. YES! Sushi after ages. Yeah, Brenda's a bimbo, and Michelle claims that she, herself, looks like one too. HAHAH! Nah, Brenda's a big big bimbo. Had our fill, and seriously, we paid very little and ate a lot.


Bwong, the ultimate gay and bimbo, shielding her face with her BIGGGG palm.


MICHELLE!


Xue Kun, in her trademark Scooby Doo pose.


Chloe, admiring someone's beautiful legs. HAHAH!


Yuan Yee! WOOHOO, she taught me the BALL CHRISTMAS CAROL.


See? these two are playing with food.


BIMBO!


BIMBO, again.


What are you doing?!


BIMBO looking at what?!


"Oh nooo! I look like a bimbo!"


Doesn't she look like Popeye's girlfriend. (How do you even spell his name?)

That's all for the pictures. Walked around central for a few moments. Then came home. And yeah, sick. I wanted to go for caroling, and Daddy had no objections, and now I have to be sick. Oh WOW, I don't get to celebrate Christmas. Last year, I sang Christmas Carols to myself, talked to Debbie on the phone for 15 minutes, yeah, first one to call her. And this year, I'm sick. When would I get to celebrate a proper Christmas?

Yah, and I'm working as Rudolph for Santa later; look at my nose, "You could even say it glows", yeah, I wanna meet Frosty later, and pluck off his carrot nose; I'll replace it with a radish to match him, don't worry. Pretty much as it stinks (Cause I'm sick), Merry Christmas to all. God bless (: And Sharon, Sining and the rest are Christmas Caroling at Yio Chu Kang, I can't join them :/ Just makes me wanna cry.
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(no subject) [Dec. 17th, 2007|12:59 pm]
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
You scored as a Philosophy
You should be a Philosophy major! Like the Philosopher, you are contemplative and you enjoy thinking about the purpose for humanity's existence.
Biology
 
100%
Anthropology
 
100%
Engineering
 
100%
Mathematics
 
100%
English
 
100%
Psychology
 
100%
Philosophy
 
100%
Linguistics
 
92%
Sociology
 
83%
Journalism
 
83%
Chemistry
 
67%
Theater
 
67%
Dance
 
50%
Art
 
42%

hahaha, my quiz results. HOHOHO. where's chemistry? down there! down there! HOHOHO.

- this is prove that keepsilent.livejournal.com isn't dead.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2007|12:03 am]
All thank Ms Leong if you see this post. HAHHA, who said i didin't update, wait, when was the last time I updated? Eh, December okay. Still in the same month, I updated 9 days ago.

So, life is still like a roller coaster. Though I don't see HER, the revolting sight of her makes my stomach turn. Enough of her, I shouldn't waste my life.

Yeah, $90 richer manxxzx! My parents still owe me $48 till today. Oh well, mom would cut my pay by a quarter, so, I still won't get much. I want to go out, and I have nothing more to write.
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2007|10:12 pm]
i think alex is hot and sexy. cause he just gave us another chem assignment. and what? it's the 3rd of 5 quizzes. omg, you think our holidays are so chemmy? omg, and i would never want to visit this website that makes my computer lag so bad.

hello hot and sexy, i'm not going to do that.
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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2007|10:30 pm]
i found a song i like, and it brightens up my mood (:

and Jean Baptiste Maunier is my new best friend (:

his voice is so high; i think it's higher than ugenie's (:

and i think this is damn cool (:

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(no subject) [Nov. 30th, 2007|08:57 pm]
This is my coach. He seldom laugh, or pose for us. But, Yvonne actually made him; Now you know how funny and influential Yvonne is.



Advertisement: This is my coach, you like him? He's an Indian, Catholic and teaches us hockey. His fingers are over there! His berms are over there! Want to see more? call this number.
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(no subject) [Nov. 29th, 2007|09:08 pm]
why? i'm feeling down and all. pissed and irritated :/


I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years


Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years... 
give me some peace and quiet, too much in my mind,
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(no subject) [Nov. 26th, 2007|08:55 am]
*Post subjected to friends of KEEPSILENT only.

HAHAH, I bluffed you.
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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2007|10:28 pm]
so yeah, special service was (: i'm glad i went.

i skipped training yesterday (old news), well, i don't get to play much anyway. i'm HOPELESS. y'knw, when i think of how i fall and bang people down, i realised that i can't do it; you may not know what i mean. let my explain. everytime i bang into people of dive or fall down or roll or whatever, it's just, i don't know why and how i do that. sometimes, i can't do that. and it reminds me of the stupid yck game :/ no one sucks more that joan does, say amen, quick. yeah, it's just, a case of loose muscles that i fall down. case closed.

so, after typing random thoughts, i'm sad now. my moodswings are terrible. i feel like an ugly monster. a tyrant, someone who everyone dislikes and hates. stop wearing that mask, i know you hate me, well, i hate myself. i'm childish, idiotic, mad, whatever you think i am, don't like it, stay away, don't have to mask it up and tell me what's good. i believe, God made me forgive a person i swore i won't forgive, i won't hold it against you. i'm happy in here, don't want to see me in the same subject combination as you? opt out. at least use your brains to think that there's such an action, to write an appeal letter an opt out. i won't leave cause you're inside, why not you leave? cause i'm inside. i detest the way you speak to me, i haven't offended you for as long as i know. and i won't even think of talking to you, cause your attitude towards me make me want to stay away from you.

i have to confess and repent during quiet time tonight again. oh wells.

i'm so down and depressed.

to summarise the holiday people:
elaine is still in europe,
samuel's still in cambodia,
sining and xinhui are in taiwan,
ugenie came back (:

and i'm glad she did.
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(no subject) [Nov. 23rd, 2007|07:05 pm]
samuel's plane leaving now :/ it sucks, i want to cry, i'm having brother withdrawal symptoms. talked to him 10 minutes ago, last saw him 35 minutes ago. and i'm missing him now :/ i still can't make myself think that he's going out for a movie. it sucks. sucks so bad.
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2007|05:17 pm]
so many people are going on holiday now :/ not cool, not cool. ugenie and elaine, and bwong :/ i am sadddd.

training was great, just that my milo almost came out :/
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2007|05:26 pm]
i just ironed my hair, okay, the hairdresser did. and i was trembling, cause remember america's next top model? SOMEONE"S EAR GOT FRIED. it was gross, and i'm lucky that my ears aren't fried.

it's my cousin's wedding today, and meichi's sister's. but they are not related. if they were, i think i'd scream and jump for joy, cause there's meichi there to play with me (: i don't think that anyone would be of my age that i know to keep myself entertained with. well, i'm the youngest in that family. it's either i be mature, or they be childish to click with me :/ and the feeling sucks. and my cousin was telling me that i should wear more skirts and dresses ): rawr.

well, i hope that i can go for camp. and also, that tonight would be funnnn (:
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2007|08:22 pm]
seriously, i think i suck. y'knw, i tried to make myself stay happy, but i broke my 'promise'. i don't know what's going on, i bet the hormones are acting up again, WAIT, no; why not let me declare that, i suspect that i have hormonal imbalance. PROOF? i seldom / rarely wear dresses and skirts, and i volunteered to wear a dress to my cousin's wedding tomorrow. good job Joan, good.

and i kinda liked training today. cause i'm handsome. and i flew around, like superman, save that i'm batman. i am happy now.
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2007|11:20 pm]
i dare say, i was on a rollercoaster ride today.

well, shopping in the afternoon, and to harvesters meeting. well, i think it's damn inspiring. well, if i just believe in God, miracles will work.

so i came back, feeling kinda okay, quite high. then what? i got angry with my brother and started feeling down. signed in, saw someone with a sad face as her nick, so i searched for a bible verse to cheer her up (: and i made her happy. and so did i make SUPERMAN happy.

it just dawned on me when i read all the bible verses to cheer people up, that i should actually look on the bright side, and i should be happy. smile more, cause it's more stressful to frown then smile. and when you smile, you'd go smiling for a mile (:

those who are sad, down or depressed, you know i love you, and i'll cheer you up. i'll talk to you, do crazy stuff, to make you happy, as long as you are willing to be entertained by me.

i'm damn motivated to work hard now, and i'll try not to be sad.

/you know i love you,
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